| Location | Galashiels And Cambridge |
| Age | 35 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 01/02/1974 |
| Date of Death | 19/04/2009 |
| Visitors | 5,165 since 27/06/2009 |
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My beautiful darling sister Natalie,
I really wish this was all just a bad dream, but itβs not. Youβve left this world as you wished to do and I know you are now finally at peace and your suffering has come to an end.
The suffering begins for those you have left behind but I want you to know that we will all be OK in time. We will all pull through this together and we will be eternally grateful for every day, hour, minute and second that we had the privilege to spend with you my precious angel.
When I was younger, I wanted to be just like you - so amazingly beautiful, so popular, so funny and so kind. You were always there for me when I needed my big sis and I always felt better after speaking with you, as you always made everything seem fine.
The only thing that changed about you was that a cruel illness took hold and played horrid tricks with your mind. The same beautiful Nat was always there. I heard the pain in your voice in every phone call and Iβm so sorry that I wasnβt always able to make things better for you as you did for me.
You questioned your faith on many occasions and I couldnβt give you the answers as to why you were suffering so, or why the Lord was not healing your pain. But someone has recently said to me βGod always takes the best of usβ and that he has certainly done. If I were God, I would want you too.
I will treasure the last time I saw you and we snuggled on the sofa bed together. I begged you to play your guitar and sing us the song you told me and mum that you had written. You were reluctant to play and lacking in confidence but you did it - and when we heard you sing you made us both cry with happiness. You had the voice of an angel and the words of your song were breathtaking and so moving. When we went to sleep, I prayed to the Lord to give me your pain, as I knew you couldnβt take any more and I promised him I could take it. I have that pain now, and as I promised, I can take it, as now I know you are free.
You remained the same sweet girl throughout your illness and showed more strength than any one I have ever known. You were strong right to the end and so strong that you made your decision to leave this world. Whilst we all grieve for you, we should all respect your decision and find some comfort that your internal agony and turmoil has ended.
I want people to remember some of the funny things about you. Like the times when we were young and dear Nana used to buy us sweets. If I dropped a sweet, you used to make me put another one next to it in case it got lonely. And then you just got silly and made me put even more down in case they got lonely too. I did it β because big sis was always right.
And the time you got all your school friends to meet at 3 oβ clock in the morning to clean and sweep the High Street of Cottenham. They all did it and even got on their bikes to cycle a few miles because they all adored you and your wacky sense of humour.
These 2 stories should make everyone smile inside and help heal the pain. They just prove what a pure and kind heart you had and just how much everyone that had the honour of knowing you loved you.
You were so generous; you picked up βwaifs and straysβ, as some people called them, that you thought needed your help, even when you were suffering so much yourself. You always gave even when you had no money for yourself. You once said to me the Bible said something like βwhatever you give β you will receive back one hundred foldβ so by your reckoning you were due about 300 lampshades, 800 CDs and so the list went on.
More so, you gave your unconditional love to everyone you met and you spread the word of the Lord. So, one hundred fold back is what you are going to receive my sweet darling Natalie. Eternal love and whatever your heart desires.
I donβt want to end this message as it feels like Iβm saying goodbye. But Iβm not. Because you will always be with me in my head, in my heart and my soul and I know Iβll be with you again one day.
Thank you for being the best sister I ever could have asked for and for showing me how to love, how to care and how to be strong. I love you so much big sis and loving someone means you can let them go. May you be free and happy forever, as you deserve to be.
Donations to the Samaritans who were there for Natalie will be gratefully received at www.justgiving.com/melmaranian with thanks x
Hi Natalie Joel, I’m sorry I don't come here often enough. I know how truly amazing you are. I know that because Mel mentions you quite often. You are dearly missed & mean much to so many. You've touched 1000's of lives in ways you could never imagine. Thank you for touching mine. Please give my best to Chris. I promise to come back more often. Mel sends her love. But I think you already knew that. Love, Mike
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~Beautiful Natalie~
In my mind I think of you as a beautiful and delicate butterfly.
A butterfly that requires sunshine, as sunshine is what you brought to others.
A butterfly that needs fresh air and blue skies to lift your spirits, as you lifted the spirits of those around you.
And a butterfly that surrounds herself in beauty, as beauty belongs to those who cherish it and in turn share it with others.
In the day to day struggles of life, your beautiful and delicate presence touched so many. People, who have experienced it, are the fortunate ones.
~Written by unknown author, adapted by Dana~
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For you, with love, on your Birthday in Heaven xxxx
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♥..HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART...♥
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIE
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Birthday Remembrance
Thinking of you on your birthday Natalie
But that is nothing new
For no day dawns and no day ends
Without a thought of you.
We cannot send a birthday card,
Your hand we cannot touch,
But God will take our greetings
To the one we love so much.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIE
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bigs hugs from me to you and your family
and friends that you miss you ever day but
in our hearts forever you will not be forgotin
all my love hugs and xxxx from me Sylvie
mommy of Samantha Belanger and
Granddaughter of Albert and Marie-Jeanne
Belanger take care bye for now.
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Although, sweet angel, for your loved ones Christmas will never be the same without you, your smiling face,
It helps them very much to know that you are happy, loved, at peace and in a much better place.
β β¦Λβ¦ βEnjoy your Heavenly Christmasβ β¦Λβ¦ β May your be surrounded by love, peace and happiness always.
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♥ MERRY CHRISTMAS α¦ ♥α¦ MERRY CHRISTMAS ♥
Tributes For Week Commencing 20th December
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FOR MONDAY
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α¦ All Our Love Will Then Unfold α¦
α¦ Reunited With Our Angelsα¦
α¦ Always Forever We Will Hold α¦
FOR TUESDAY
α¦ When ties of love are brokenα¦
α¦ And loved ones have to partα¦
α¦ It leaves a wound that never healsα¦
α¦ In an ever-aching heartα¦
FOR WEDNESDAY
α¦ Everyday We Love You-α¦
α¦ Everyday We Cry- α¦
α¦ Everyday Is Hard For Us-α¦
α¦ Your The Reason Whyα¦
FOR THURSDAY
α¦ The hands of time keep turning.α¦
ᦠThe months have slipped awayᦠ.
α¦ But for those who love you,α¦
α¦ It feels like yesterdayα¦
CHRISTMAS EVE
Christmas without you here with me,
Can never possibly be the same.
But I carry an Angel within my heart;
One so precious, who has your name.
An Angel forever watching over me,
At Christmas time, and over the year.
Although you can't be here anymore,
Inside my heart, you are so very near.
There is no special present for you,
Wrapped up under my Christmas tree.
But I have a greater gift to give to you;
All the love you can still feel from me.
No, Christmas time without you here,
Could not ever possibly be the same.
But, I have had the precious gift of you,
And the memories and love, will remain.
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CHRISTMAS DAY
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BOXING DAY
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Memories
Memories are a special house
We build inside ourselves
Where love and laughter linger,
Where all our past life dwells.
On holidays like Boxing Day
We can draw upon the store,
Reliving happy times
And feeling all that warmth once more.
Wherever we may travel,
This house is always there
To help to blend the old and new,
To build on...grow...and share.
This house can never get too full,
Just grow from floor to floor,
Because the joy of memories
Is always making more.
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DEAR FRIEND’S WISHING YOU
AND YOUR ANGEL'S
A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS
AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR
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...........Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
.....….Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
♥ MERRY CHRISTMAS α¦ ♥α¦ MERRY CHRISTMAS ♥
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Hey Nat!!
Just popped in to send some love xx
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